o.O this week is gonna be fun, one more day of dmp and im free haha. wednesday no sch, thursday teachers day celebs, friday teachers day, nxt wk hols, so slack! =p

cept for the fact that tons of stuff are due lah, for me theres overdue chinese hw, ss dmp, english dmp, testimonial, most of which are due tmr, and im gonna go out for dinner some more. so screwedd.

and i just realised how close chinese 'o's are. prelim is like T4Wk2, den one month later is the actual paper itself le sigh, and im still here slacking and playing comp games like theres no tmr. my life is in a total mess, complete lack of a social life + i have no idea what subjects to take in jc, much less what i wanna be when i grow up. apparently im supposed to have decided what career line i want by now, with so many pple asking me abt that. im supposed to choose subjects i like in jc, and not because alot of pple are taking them, but i dont even know what subjects i like!!! ARGH

why cant i juz drop out of sch and work odd part-time jobs like being a waiter or a toilet cleaner or sth...at least i wouldnt have to make these stupid decisions which im totally not capable of making at this point in time.

and its like everyone cept for me has a gf, though yar i dont really care coz i wanna focus on my studies (like real) and whatnot, but still...yar wdv

and ive grown so fattt!!!! bleh i think i've past the 70 mark, and still going. ive totally lost wdv little touch i had in soccer, i cant run far w/o dying, and i cant run short dist at all bleh. fatfatfatfatfat!


~confused~